“He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness for His name’s sake.” Psalm 23:3

This is where Christianity blows it. We forget the righteousness of God is for His name’s sake not yours or what you think it should look like.
You do not own the life of Christ sealed within you or have any control over the plans of God or your destiny.
There is no stereotyped Christian model. God can do with you as He desires.
The diversity of God will create your individual pathway, equip you as He sees fit and fulfill His perfect plan. You will for the most part be unable to see what God is doing behind the scenes.
The walk with Christ is controversial, unpredictable and will not conform to your ideas.
God has to take you down before He raises you up. The desire of God is to take you places where you probably do not want to go. You will get your hands dirty.
Salvation is reaching into the depraved morass of humanity and rescuing souls.
Salvation has nothing to do with religion. God desires to take you out of your religious cubicle and comfort zone into the darkness of life.
This is where you will find the power of the resurrected Christ.
Jesus spent most of His life dealing with unsavory characters.
Come to God seeking His will with an open heart. You will be surprised and shaken by the reality of the Living Christ.