This narrative has been inspired by my own life and the words of the Holy Spirit.
The subject is about seeking the giver not the gift.
In the darkest moments of life can you worship and treasure Jesus for who He is?
The Cross causes you to identify with the pain and suffering of Jesus. He felt abandoned by His Father.
Jesus faithfully worshipped God in the darkness moments of His life. He did not run away or speak flippantly to God. Jesus lost His humanity and ability to exist on the earth.
The agony of the Cross touches all believers. It is painful and heart wrenching. It is a test to determine if you are after the gift or the giver.
It is easy to worship Jesus in good times. He seems like such a loving and good God. But when the Cross comes and God is harsh or cruel most believers attempt to escape. Who wants to worship Jesus when all hope is lost and you are surrounded by despair?
The outcome of living through the torture of the Cross is accepting Jesus for who He is. The deep work of God seems like unjust punishment but after the testing when you look in the mirror you will see the character of Christ.
If you are serious about Christ He will take you on a journey to the Cross. You and I are self driven human beings with big egos to satisfy. Jesus has no ego and exists to satisfy His Father.
The Cross has an everlasting purpose but the results are hidden from your eyes.
In the deepest moments of the Cross pray for the blood of Christ to cover you and for God to give you the strength and endurance to get through the day.
Jesus knows exactly how you feel. He has been through the same experience!
Hal Hollister Ministry 